Wow..i haven't written since 2009. I suck. lol

"I miss everything about you.

Cant believe that I still want you.

After all the things weve been through.

I miss everything about you."

I love these lyrics from Colbie Caillat. ( even though I cant relate to them lol)

So as I send my thoughts into the borderless world of the internet, expecting no one to read them but myself in 2011 when I decide to write again, here it goes:

I walked my friends wedding on Saturday. Shes been with her boyfriend for 8 years. They started dating when she was 14 and he was 16. They both married as virgins. I know, you dont believe it right? I wouldn't either but its true. It was so beautiful to be in the presence of true love, which is why I think it was one of the most memorable ceremonies that I have ever been too. Its amazing the power of love, right? It teaches people to wait for things that are worth waiting for. It makes people feel on top of the world. It gives people hope....it gives so much.

The night before I was with her as she was writing her vows. She had two notebooks full of love letters that they have been exchanging over the past 8 years. So for all those out there who may have given up on love, pick hope back up again. Even if you haven't had the best examples around you, it has no determining factor on your life. Hold fast.